Stuck?

Is it sad that I think about blogging all the time now? I considered what I would write tonight several times today. When I whipped up some chicken tacos from scratch, without a recipe, for lunch today, (which were pretty good I must say) I thought, "Hmm is this blog worthy?" And when Lexi did a wonderful job of painting my fingernails, I thought, "Should I take a picture of these lovely things to put on the blog today?" Or when I went to Something Borrowed with my mom tonight and it was way more thought provoking (for me at least) than any chick flick has the right to be, I thought, "Should I try to explain all the things that I thought about during this movie in my blog when I get home?" Clearly, the answer to all of these questions is no. Except the first question which is a resounding yes. It is sad that I have no more to my life than what I am doing right now. Maybe I should just enjoy that fact. I should enjoy this time that I have to just take a breath and spend time with my family. And I really am enjoying it. I just wish that I had something to make me feel like I am headed somewhere. Obviously, I am headed back to school in the fall, but in the mean time what am I doing? I want to be working, or interning, or traveling, or helping people, or meeting people, or doing something for myself or someone else. I never thought that I was really the type of person to get restless and need change. But I think I might be. It's hard for me to feel like I'm just spinning my wheels. Or that my wheels aren't even spinning, the car is just idling. And even when I get back to school, what am I doing there? Where am I headed? What is the ultimate goal here? I don't know. Okay, this is getting rambly and nonsensical, so I will be done now. If anyone has an idea of something productive that I can do for the next few months, please let me know. Until then, I will continue cooking, getting my nails done, and going on wonderful dates with my mom.